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read my profile sign my guestbook Gender: Female Interests: [G][1spl2=~~H2O~~][PIT] Expertise: Making coffee. Message: message me AIM: evilpringles MSN: evilp0ptart@hotmail.com Yahoo: deathuponwinter Member Since: 6/18/2003

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Monday, May 15, 2006

It's hard to keep up with recorded thoughts from the past.

I always break for a middle ground.

Reality is raining in on me and I slowly grasp for air. I must find a safer place for my mind to take shelter. The walls are closing in on me; gradually they inch. Pushing them back out again, is harder the second time around.

I had all of the answers in a tiny Pandora Box: to open is to risk. What was left for me to do?

So then, the lid was lifted and things fell to place. They were squares to triangles, circles to squares. Yet somehow, it all fit. Now they're cubes to pyramids and spheres to cubes. The pieces are broken.

To make new beginnings for a new end. It scares and kills my heart so. Pandora? I want my answers back because right now, I only have questions.

I age. I mature. I develope into an adult. Human. Why?

Too fast and the tides are drowning me.

Too soon my winter is here. The tides harden and the cold? Melts my heart to peices.

How many more seasons? How many more games? How many more times?

Love.

Pandora, please give me more answers. I will risk it all, again.

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Monday, March 20, 2006

	I'll sit here, waiting for my sailor to cross his seven seas. Oceans lay between us but he'll be a pirate and steal the miles away to come back and find his treasure -me. and he shall then be king of the seas.
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Friday, March 10, 2006

	Oh baby life's not meant for running; it's meant for long walks on the beach.
	10:52 PM - 17 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Artist: Shivaree
Song: My Boy Lollipop Lyrics

My boy lollipop, you made my heart go giddy up
You are as sweet as candy, you’re my sugar dandy
Ha, ho my boy lollipop
Never ever leave me
Because it would grieve me
My heart told me so
I love you, I love you, I love you so
That I want you to know
I need you, I need you, I need you so
And I’ll never let you go
My boy lollipop
You make my heart go giddy up
You set my world on fire you are my one desire
My boy lollipop, my boy lollipop

Happy Valentine's Day love.

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Once upon a time, I was a windows user, an online junkie, an html slut, and a blog fiend. Now look at me. Macs rule, I hardly get on the internet, html bores me, and blogs are over rated. And it feels so good.

I have to get my oil changed and go to the bank. Then I have to see Pablo for lunch.

There's a point in your life when you realize, you shouldn't stress over what used to be. Home is where the heart is and mine is with Pablo. Our marriage is our home. It's the warmest place on earth.

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